Food has been my enemy for going on a month now. I've gotten extremely good at holding my breath when opening the refrigerator door, as well as the pantry. And you better believe I know EXACTLY what I'm reaching for before the door opens! But I've had an excellent day today. When i'm eating carbs every 2 hours, I feel fantastic. Ok, thats a lie, not FANTASTIC but a whole heck of a lot better than when I forget to eat.
My point of the story is, tonight I was feeling so good on my way home from work that I decided I wanted Quiznos for dinner! So DARN IT, I was going to have Quiznos! After, driving around a parking lot for about 10 mins while talking to Jill and trying to have her explain to me where it was, I found it! IT WAS CLOSED!!!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME! Well because by this point it's in my mind I want Quiznos, I decide to drive 1/2 an hour to the nearest one. haha I arrive at last. I walk in, I decide to order a regular sub, a sammy, AND chips. After ordering I wanted to shout I"M PREGNANT, OK! Like being pregnant gives me such a right to order a large amount of food. hahaha
So after everything is said and done... there is an entire sub and 1/2 bag of chips sitting on my kitchen counter. Did I REALLY believe I was going to eat all that?
Ok, so i lied. There was no point to this story, but because I can't shout random things on facebook, I decided I would write my little story on here. :P
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Houston... We have a Heartbeat!!!!!!
I was so so so excited to write this post before going into my appointment on Friday. I wanted everything to be good news just so I could come home and write a post "Houston, we have a heartbeat!" I knew there could be a chance of not seeing one, but I kept my hopes high, and sure enough little "Blueberry" (Nick's nickname for baby) showed it's little beating heart on the ultra sound! I couldn't have been happier but at the same time, it hit me I have another long 4 weeks to wait again! I can't quite explain the feeling, but as relief hit so did the realization that I have to be a worried mom for the next 4 weeks...ok 18 year... ok rest of my life!!! The doctor said everything is looking very normal, good position, good size... GOOD BLUEBERRY!
Doctor confirmed that feeling nauseous is actually a really great sign that everything is doing what it is suppose to do. It definitely makes the days I drive home from work with my trashcan in the passenger seat a little easier, and makes the worry less. BUT MAN THIS SUCKS!
April 23rd is our next appointment and I will officially be completed with my first trimester of pregnancy. "God, be with this baby. Let my body be a healthy home, a home where that little embryo can grow big and strong."
I just wanted to thank everyone for there thoughts and prayers during this time for us!! It makes things alittle easier when you know you have a whole lot of friends and family standing beside you to support you with whatever direction life may take you. It has been super encouraging to hear about all your thoughts and prayers. THANK YOU!
Where Did "Blueberry" Come From??
At week 7, I told Nick, baby was the size of a blueberry (according to online.) Apparently this is the first he has heard of embryos and fetus' size being compared to fruit or food. Well, even though baby is officially the size of a Raspberry this week, blueberry has stuck. My mom likes to call baby, "BB", and I slipped in a "Blue" the other day so... Blueberry it is, until week 20.
Doctor confirmed that feeling nauseous is actually a really great sign that everything is doing what it is suppose to do. It definitely makes the days I drive home from work with my trashcan in the passenger seat a little easier, and makes the worry less. BUT MAN THIS SUCKS!
April 23rd is our next appointment and I will officially be completed with my first trimester of pregnancy. "God, be with this baby. Let my body be a healthy home, a home where that little embryo can grow big and strong."
I just wanted to thank everyone for there thoughts and prayers during this time for us!! It makes things alittle easier when you know you have a whole lot of friends and family standing beside you to support you with whatever direction life may take you. It has been super encouraging to hear about all your thoughts and prayers. THANK YOU!
Where Did "Blueberry" Come From??
At week 7, I told Nick, baby was the size of a blueberry (according to online.) Apparently this is the first he has heard of embryos and fetus' size being compared to fruit or food. Well, even though baby is officially the size of a Raspberry this week, blueberry has stuck. My mom likes to call baby, "BB", and I slipped in a "Blue" the other day so... Blueberry it is, until week 20.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Punk Rock Pregnancy
So after over a week of feeling sick, I’ve decided to try anything and everything I could get my hands on. Yesterday I made my venture out to Babies R Us (with a McDonalds paper bag on my lap, that I have now replaced with a plastic trash can… its ok you can laugh!) and I picked up these suckers called “Preggie Pops.”
While the name is just plan ridiculous, I said, I was I ready to try ANYTHING! Sure enough these suckers (no pun intended bah haha!) take the edge off, when in real trouble. My next stop was to Walmart to pick up some “Ginger Snap Cookies.” They say ginger can cure nausea. Let me just tell you, I am not a fan of gingerbread so why I thought I could do ginger snap cookies??? They are almost spicy!!! YUCK! But whatever, when I’m out of options they are my back up of my back up. My last trip of the night was to Walgreens where I purchased what may be my lifesaver to this whole pregnancy deal. They are called “Sea Bands.”
They look just like sweat bands you wear on your wrist yanno, like when you play tennis, or you are a punk rock teenager… BUT there is a MAGIC (it’s not magic it’s just a plastic piece) that puts pressure on a pressure point in your wrist. BASICALLY, I’m in love!
I went on a walk with Bella today (the girl I nanny) and felt so ridiculous walking around with these sweat bands on. Haha! I decided to just embrace my Punk Rock side… maybe I’ll wear all black tomorrow!? I should probably paint my finger nails black too, just for fun! Haha But for real, I have no care in the world how I look, because I do feel better!!
As far as any news updates, I have none. The doctor hasn’t called with my blood results from Friday, but I told a friend today, I’m just going to let it be. I’m going to take no news as good news, and hopefully find out everything I need to know on Friday, when I have Nick with me for support if things turn out less than ideal. At this point baby… YOU BETTER BE GROWING HEALTHY, because momma isn’t going to be a happy camper she went through all of this if you are not! So GROW BABY, GROW!
I think I need to take a second and make sure Nick is recognized. He just is… amazing! I couldn’t have asked for a better partner in life. He takes such good care of me, and I think it’s important for everyone to know that. Friends and Family that are miles and miles away do not have to worry about me being taken care of, because I have the best nurse anyone could ask for. Poor guy though, every night it’s “what can we have for dinner tonight.” And once we eat, he has to clean up the kitchen because I just really can’t handle the smell once I have consumed it. I love him so much!!!
Friday is the magic day… Updates to come!
While the name is just plan ridiculous, I said, I was I ready to try ANYTHING! Sure enough these suckers (no pun intended bah haha!) take the edge off, when in real trouble. My next stop was to Walmart to pick up some “Ginger Snap Cookies.” They say ginger can cure nausea. Let me just tell you, I am not a fan of gingerbread so why I thought I could do ginger snap cookies??? They are almost spicy!!! YUCK! But whatever, when I’m out of options they are my back up of my back up. My last trip of the night was to Walgreens where I purchased what may be my lifesaver to this whole pregnancy deal. They are called “Sea Bands.”
They look just like sweat bands you wear on your wrist yanno, like when you play tennis, or you are a punk rock teenager… BUT there is a MAGIC (it’s not magic it’s just a plastic piece) that puts pressure on a pressure point in your wrist. BASICALLY, I’m in love! I went on a walk with Bella today (the girl I nanny) and felt so ridiculous walking around with these sweat bands on. Haha! I decided to just embrace my Punk Rock side… maybe I’ll wear all black tomorrow!? I should probably paint my finger nails black too, just for fun! Haha But for real, I have no care in the world how I look, because I do feel better!!
As far as any news updates, I have none. The doctor hasn’t called with my blood results from Friday, but I told a friend today, I’m just going to let it be. I’m going to take no news as good news, and hopefully find out everything I need to know on Friday, when I have Nick with me for support if things turn out less than ideal. At this point baby… YOU BETTER BE GROWING HEALTHY, because momma isn’t going to be a happy camper she went through all of this if you are not! So GROW BABY, GROW!
I think I need to take a second and make sure Nick is recognized. He just is… amazing! I couldn’t have asked for a better partner in life. He takes such good care of me, and I think it’s important for everyone to know that. Friends and Family that are miles and miles away do not have to worry about me being taken care of, because I have the best nurse anyone could ask for. Poor guy though, every night it’s “what can we have for dinner tonight.” And once we eat, he has to clean up the kitchen because I just really can’t handle the smell once I have consumed it. I love him so much!!!
Friday is the magic day… Updates to come!
Friday, March 19, 2010
Emotions Uncensored
Some of you have heard it all, some only parts, and for others this is the 1st time your hearing of it at all.
Where do I begin?
I’m Pregnant!!! I suppose that would be a good opener! God has blessed Nick and I beyond belief in the order of events leading up to a positive pregnancy test we witnessed on March 1st. While I will tell you it was quite a SURPRISE! How much sweeter of a surprise can you get? Please read on.
A little back story:
Nick and I have been talking about kids since day 1 that we met. I truly believe that is one of the major reasons for the strong attraction we had towards each other in the way beginning. We share very similar huge lifetime goals, which I believe is the glue to our amazing marriage. That being said, we had never been on the “same page” as to the timing of these little loved ones that we knew we wanted. A few weeks ago, on February 25th to be exact, Nick and I were enjoying desert with our friends in Houston. This specific couple, Nick and I feel exceptionally close to and have shared much of our life thus far in Houston with them. In a completely random moment during our chat, Nick states “I think I’m ready to have kids.” I look at him across the table in disbelief that those words A) actually came out of his mouth, when I feel the same way and B) that we have not discussed this private issue in private yet! I laugh it off, and we go on with the night. 3 days late Nick and I attended Church where the whole sermon that day was on “Raising Children.” I found this coincidence rather cute, and continued to ask Nick about his feeling on the car ride home. We had decided that God has lined up for us all of the “tools” we feel essential to raise children such as, our new home, an unexpected high raise at Nick’s job, my job ending in September, and of course prepared hearts in both of us. We had agreed we would start actively trying at the end of the summer.
Needless to say, we were shocked at the result of a positive pregnancy test, after some flu like symptoms, THE VERY NEXT DAY! (O God, you’re funny!)
Where does that take us now?
As with any new mom, I of course start worrying. I made an appointment, got to see our “little black dot” and even got to take home a picture. I have been feeling the effects of the “little black dot,” but as hard as it is to look at food that makes you green, it’s been a wonderful feeling knowing it’s for a purpose. Yesterday I got a call from my doctor. My blood results have come back with less than thrilling news. My progesterone levels are low, which doesn’t indicate anything significant yet, but could be devastating. While I’m on medication now trying to get those levels up, of the “most important” hormone during pregnancy, I can’t help but feel overwhelmed and helpless at this point.
Why am I telling you now, and like this?
Today I had the day off, due to more blood work needing to be done today. I had the chance to sit in silence for the first time in a very long time. From the beginning of finding out about this pregnancy, I knew I only wanted a few people to know, JUST IN CASE. I wanted to celebrate the end of a healthy 12 weeks with phone calls and emails. Instead I have decided today in my chat with God that WE NEED YOU, my closest friends and family. We need your prayers that this little blessing will continue to grow properly, that I can be a good home for it, and of course that Nick and I’s minds be at peace with whatever may come. I found this verse today "Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don't get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes." Matthew 6:34 (The Message Version) As encouraging as this verse is, I feel like as a “mom” I need to do everything in my power to protect my unborn child. What I feel is the only thing left I can do is ask you to pray for this situation is it is not at all in my control.
Finally:
Thank you for your encouragement and support though this crazy time. Thank you for receiving this news in a “21st Century” type of way, and I’m very sorry it is not more personable. I felt I had a lot to say, and wanted to get it out fast! I am not yet ready to make this “Facebook” public news, but if/when I’m ready you will certainly know.
We are always up for calls or emails if you so desire!
Where do I begin?
I’m Pregnant!!! I suppose that would be a good opener! God has blessed Nick and I beyond belief in the order of events leading up to a positive pregnancy test we witnessed on March 1st. While I will tell you it was quite a SURPRISE! How much sweeter of a surprise can you get? Please read on.
A little back story:
Nick and I have been talking about kids since day 1 that we met. I truly believe that is one of the major reasons for the strong attraction we had towards each other in the way beginning. We share very similar huge lifetime goals, which I believe is the glue to our amazing marriage. That being said, we had never been on the “same page” as to the timing of these little loved ones that we knew we wanted. A few weeks ago, on February 25th to be exact, Nick and I were enjoying desert with our friends in Houston. This specific couple, Nick and I feel exceptionally close to and have shared much of our life thus far in Houston with them. In a completely random moment during our chat, Nick states “I think I’m ready to have kids.” I look at him across the table in disbelief that those words A) actually came out of his mouth, when I feel the same way and B) that we have not discussed this private issue in private yet! I laugh it off, and we go on with the night. 3 days late Nick and I attended Church where the whole sermon that day was on “Raising Children.” I found this coincidence rather cute, and continued to ask Nick about his feeling on the car ride home. We had decided that God has lined up for us all of the “tools” we feel essential to raise children such as, our new home, an unexpected high raise at Nick’s job, my job ending in September, and of course prepared hearts in both of us. We had agreed we would start actively trying at the end of the summer.
Needless to say, we were shocked at the result of a positive pregnancy test, after some flu like symptoms, THE VERY NEXT DAY! (O God, you’re funny!)
Where does that take us now?
As with any new mom, I of course start worrying. I made an appointment, got to see our “little black dot” and even got to take home a picture. I have been feeling the effects of the “little black dot,” but as hard as it is to look at food that makes you green, it’s been a wonderful feeling knowing it’s for a purpose. Yesterday I got a call from my doctor. My blood results have come back with less than thrilling news. My progesterone levels are low, which doesn’t indicate anything significant yet, but could be devastating. While I’m on medication now trying to get those levels up, of the “most important” hormone during pregnancy, I can’t help but feel overwhelmed and helpless at this point.
Why am I telling you now, and like this?
Today I had the day off, due to more blood work needing to be done today. I had the chance to sit in silence for the first time in a very long time. From the beginning of finding out about this pregnancy, I knew I only wanted a few people to know, JUST IN CASE. I wanted to celebrate the end of a healthy 12 weeks with phone calls and emails. Instead I have decided today in my chat with God that WE NEED YOU, my closest friends and family. We need your prayers that this little blessing will continue to grow properly, that I can be a good home for it, and of course that Nick and I’s minds be at peace with whatever may come. I found this verse today "Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don't get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes." Matthew 6:34 (The Message Version) As encouraging as this verse is, I feel like as a “mom” I need to do everything in my power to protect my unborn child. What I feel is the only thing left I can do is ask you to pray for this situation is it is not at all in my control.
Finally:
Thank you for your encouragement and support though this crazy time. Thank you for receiving this news in a “21st Century” type of way, and I’m very sorry it is not more personable. I felt I had a lot to say, and wanted to get it out fast! I am not yet ready to make this “Facebook” public news, but if/when I’m ready you will certainly know.
We are always up for calls or emails if you so desire!
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